Wednesday, February 01, 2006 @ 12:42 AM
today, it was really great. the movie and all. i was really happy and getting hyper. then the brothers went to play lan while me and mich went window shopping.
it was when we walked passed mini toons and my mood changed.
i the cookie monster plushie.
not knowing how much the cookie monster signifies to me, michelle innocently pointed at them and said, "look, how cute!" and she entered mini toon. i didn't enter immediately. i picked up the cookie monster and stared at it for some long time. i sqeezed it.
i really miss it. the time we had. the cookie monster just brought me back so many memories that we had together. both good and bad memories. but what saddened me most was all the wonderful times we had. when i looked at the cookie monster, i was reminded more and more of our memories, more and more of our precious memories.
or at least to me, they were precious.
they were beautiful memories, really, they all were. they still are.
but it hurts me more that way.
God, would you bring her back to us?
God, would you bring her back to me?
God, would you bring her back to You?
God-
bring her back.